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Saturday, July 16th, 2005
9:40 pm	GoOd ByE I'm leaving tomorrow morning *tear* I'll miss you all!!!!! ...So long..... ...And goodnight.... Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: Violent Pornography (System Of A Down)
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Thursday, July 14th, 2005
9:13 pm	eh, what the hell.... You are a fingernail running down the chalkboard I thought I left in third grade I'm leaving for camp (Which lasts for 3 weeks) On Sunday, and I've been procrastonating about packing like, I'm eager to go and all, just, at the same time I'm not. Or maybe I'm just too lazy to pack. that's probably it well, watever Current Mood: drained Current Music: Give Me Novacaine (Greenday)
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Sunday, July 10th, 2005
9:21 pm	This is the problem with LJ: we all think we are so close, and we know nothing about each other. I'm going to fix it. I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me- something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you. Current Mood: blah Current Music: Family System (Chevelle)
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4:05 pm	I've been downloading shit for the past few hours so now my computer is being uberslow and its pissing me off that's all ♥♥♥ Current Mood: blank Current Music: nothing?
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Saturday, July 9th, 2005
5:17 pm	I just cleaned my whole room completly, I mean picking everything up, mopping, sweeping, organizing everything. Twas weird. Stupid OCD 'kay that's all Also: 'tis weird how I can go from gothish/emoish, to preppy in 2 mins flat.  I have like 13 beautiful gothishandoremoish outfits and like 10 preppyish outfits. Now THAT'S all I have 2 say for now. ALSO!!!! I HAVE A NEW LJ THAT I JUST MADE CUZ I WAS UBERBORED, IT IS alwaysthe_cynic SO, YEAH, THAT'S ALL. Current Mood: Observant Current Music: The Crowing (Coheed and Cambria)
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Friday, July 8th, 2005
7:37 pm	Wow, Today the whole day I was soooo pissed off and I felt like crying, but then I went to the movies w/ a bunch of people, and it really made me feel so much better and now I'm a lot less upset so yeah. If you wanna hear about the movies: I went w/ Gabbi, Steph, John, Gram, and Rob, (probably sum1 else but I don't really care) Neway, I feel bad 4 the people behind us because we talked for like, the whole movie, and Gab Laughed really, really loud, if you want more stories look in Gab or Stephs journal, mabye they'll have some..... MAGNET MAN!!!!! haha, new inside joke ^_^ Current Mood: bouncy and happy and hyperish Current Music: Buried Myself Alive (The Used)
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Tuesday, July 5th, 2005
7:19 pm	Today I remembered why I dance-and love it- I know, that sounds really stupid, but It's true. I was just about to blow up when I went to my room I decided I would meditate (yes I meditate) to make me feel a little less....*insert explosion* so I put on music somewhat loud and turned off my lights, and then insted of sitting on my bed or the floor like I usually do, I just started dancing, It made me feel a hell of a lot better. This IS why I dance: to make me feel better, to release my emotions before they end up making me explode. THEN I wrote a poem about it cuz writing also helps me release emotions, here is the poem: I turn on the music and D a n c e I just dance. I pour my emotions out I breathe life into my movements I free myself I'm jumping I'm rolling I'm flying I'm sliding I'm dancing Dancing My Pain Away Current Mood: content Current Music: Lightness (Death Cab for Cutie)
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Monday, July 4th, 2005
7:30 pm	quizzes are......fun? You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say? Fact: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. If you want to know hwo you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs. </td> Suicide 100% Disappear 87% Stabbed 60% Cut Throat 60% Disease 47% Bomb 47% Suffocated 47% Accident 40% Gunshot 33% Drowning 33% Posion 33% Eaten 33% Natural Causes 20% How Will You Die?? created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Ariel. Your alter ego is Ariel, the little mermaid! You are a dreamer, and you often want what you can't have. You can be rebellious and sometimes disobey your parents to get what you want. </td> Ariel 81% Cinderella 81% Peter Pan 75% Sleeping Beauty 63% Donald Duck 63% Goofy 56% Cruella De Ville 50% Snow White 31% Pinocchio 31% The Beast 31% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie. </td> WereWolf 75% Mermaid 75% Faerie 75% Demon 59% Dragon 50% Angel 33% What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!) created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Emo. ..... </td> Emo 91% Gothic 81% Skater 72% Surfer 48% Hoodlum/Gangsta 43% Prep 29% Pot Head 24% Wigger 5% Redneck 0% What Group Do U Fit In created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets. </td> Unipolar Depression 100% Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 67% Antisocial Personality Disorder 42% Borderline Personality Disorder 33% Eating Disorders 33% Schizophrenia 0% Which mental disorder do you have? created with QuizFarm.com wow, no schitz? I almost always have some schitzophrenia on these quizzes... You scored as Apathy. Your life is marked by quite a bit of apathy: You don�t seem to care much about the direction of your own life, much less society in general. I would find a quote or two to better describe the virtues and thoughts behind apathy, but ironically those who would espouse the concept of apathy are too apathetic to write about it. �Eh, who cares?� --Myself, just now... More info at Arocoun's Wikipedia User Page... </td> Apathy 85% Nihilism 75% Strong Egoism 60% Justice (Fairness) 50% Utilitarianism 40% Existentialism 40% Hedonism 40% Kantianism 25% Divine Command 0% What philosophy do you follow? (v1.03) created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Angry Eye. You are the angry eye. You hate most people in genral but if you could only pick one thing to hate...it would b those effing preps. </td> Crying Eye 80% Angry Eye 80% Hurt Eye 60% Dramatic Eye 50% Sexy Eye 50% Starry Eye 50% What eye are you (Beautiful Pics) created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Emo Kid. You listen to emo. 'Nuff said. You know how to dress. You usually feel as if nobody understands you. </td> Emo Kid 87% Punk 73% Geek/Nerd 73% Goth 60% Stoner 47% Jock 40% Hot 33% Loner 20% Prep 7% "Ghetto" 0% What Highschool Clique Do You Belong To? created with QuizFarm.com You scored as You know what they do to guys like us in prison - My Chemical Romance. You are "You know what they do to Guys like us in Prison" by My Chemical Romance. You are a rebel, and all you need in life are your close friends and the open road. You have probably been in trouble at some point with the police, but they most likely can never pin you with more then a bad attitude. You're a little crazy, but you live life to it's absolute fullest. </td> Buried a Lie - Senses Fail 90% You know what they do to guys like us in prison - My Chemical Romance 90% Work - Jimmy Eat World 85% Minority - Green Day 85% Cute without the 'E' - Taking Back Sunday 80% Save Me - Unwritten Law 75% The Middle - Jimmy Eat World 70% Home - Three Days Grace 65% Helena - My Chemical Romance 60% Burnout - Green Day 60% Feeling This - Blink 182 50% Too Far Gone - All American Rejects 50% You're So Last Summer - Taking Back Sunday 25% What emo/rock song are you? created with QuizFarm.com WELL I THINK THAT'S ENOUGH FOR NOW Current Mood: bored Current Music: Missing by Evanescence
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6:17 pm	This is the problem with LJ: we all think we are so close, and we know nothing about each other. I'm going to rectify it. I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me- something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you. Current Mood: Watever Current Music: Light With a Sharpened Edge
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6:16 pm	You Are 35% American America: You don't love it or want to leave it. But you wouldn't mind giving it an extreme make over. On the 4th of July, you'll fly a freak flag instead... And give Uncle Sam a sucker punch! How American Are You? I thought I'd get so much lower! Current Mood: amused Current Music: Cemetery Drive (My Chemical Romance)
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10:37 am	Allei's survey theing that I took cuz I was uber bored My Survey -- i say hello u say- Hi what are you doing this saturday stuff have u lied today/ yeup what's my name? alley what is ur sn xdancewithdeathx surveys r cool um, sure one word shist do u know a stalker? yup wats ur favorite color crimson shouldn't i put ? after the questions? u should whose ur best friend? don't have one sweettarts are ______ candies it's snowing mabye somewhere else it's raining no, it's sunny out favorite song don't have one should i put more ques. on? I'd rather you didn't. CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS! Current Mood: bored Current Music: Cut Up Angels (The Used)
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Friday, July 1st, 2005
5:42 pm	well, I found my report card this morning, and I did okay. I got like a 74 on the math final though, I suck at math I have no idea how I got into honors (I got a 76 on the Mid-term in math) and 88-97s in everything else, I got a B in gym again, hah my gym grades went: A, B, C, B isn't that wonderful? I just hope I don't get Mr. Daria next year. I think Juliet (the tap/modern teacher) is pissed at me because I sat out during both her classes (b/c of my knee) and not any other classes, oh well. Rose forgot my name on Monday, if she had remembered me I would have been able to do Hawaiin in tomorrows show, but I can't do anything in the show (b/c I'm too tall for the ballet and terrible on pointe). O well, life's a bitch and we have to learn to deal. Current Mood: blank Current Music: Nothing
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Thursday, June 30th, 2005
5:39 pm	Ugh, I feel like shit right now, I have a headache and it hurts like hell and I can't breathe. I don't like dance as much as I used to, it doesn't seem as imporntant to me anymore, which is really bad because dance used to be what made me feel better when I got really depressed and/or stressed out, and now dance is kinda making it worse.
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3:28 pm	I'm updating yay! I have to be very fast tho b/c i shouldn't be online rite now b/c I'm 'sick' so yeah...... I'll update better later..... Current Mood: rushed Current Music: no music right now
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Monday, June 27th, 2005
6:49 pm	gah Dance, dance, dance, everyday from 9-5! ^_^ God I'm gonna be so tired *shakes head*, I'm only tired today cuz I was dehydrated, I had no reason to be tired, I sat out during like, half of classes 2day because of my totally fucked up knees, w/e. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Whisper (Evanescence)
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Sunday, June 26th, 2005
2:43 pm	Good day... Good day today (so far) I've gotten along w/ my sister, my brothers, my mom, and OMG my dad! I skated 2day for the first time in forever and tried (yet again) to teach my sister how, but she can't so then she tried to use her bike, but it didn't work so yeah. It's so damn hot today, when we went inside (we were out 4 about an hourish) I was really really hot. But it was fun so that's okay. I think I've probably been jinxed now though saying it was a good day..... Current Mood: happy Current Music: Give Me Novacaine (Greenday)
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Saturday, June 25th, 2005
2:54 pm	^_^ My mom rocks. (yea, tomorrow I'm gonna say she sux but w/e) She just spent about 1000$ and for dance 150$ for dance stuff for me (I feel luved) But u kno wat's even awesomer!?!?! she spent 104$ at Hot Topic for me!!!!!! I'm so happy! I got awesome pants! ^_^ 'kay that's all. Current Mood: loved Current Music: The Transit (For You) (Matchbook Romance)
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Friday, June 24th, 2005
9:53 am	*sigh* Oh my god, today was so fricken fun! and sad *sniffle* I'll miss everybody!!! I think between yesterday and today's screaming I busted my vocal chords its kinda hard to talk lol. 'Tis funny how much hugging we did towards the end of the year, especially today, I hugged everybody like twice, I'm gonna miss everyone sooo much. When me, Gab, and Ivan were walkin 2 the busses, Ivan just randomly picked my up and I'm like, holy shit and they started carrying me and I was like Oh my god, but then gab and ivan got yelled at so they had to put me down lol. I miss everyone!!! I'm not gonna be able to listen to Cemetery Drive anymore w/o getting slightly sad... *sniffle* Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: Cemetery Drive (My Chemical Romance)
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Thursday, June 23rd, 2005
12:54 pm	Hi! Hi!     Alma's here right now. We were in my room coloring for like, an hour, it was fun-ish lol.  Just now we were looking at pics of Gerard Way... *drools* he's so hot. *drools sum more* And now she's fighting me for the frickin computer.  Now she's completly spazzing out it's quite funny.     Omg I want more sugar Bye! ~Forever Blackhearted  ♥Nikki♥ Current Mood: high Current Music: Helena (My Chemical Romance)
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Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
3:47 pm	I worked at a farm today! My dad had us join this commune thing on a farm so we can get fresh food and shit. so we have to work there for a total of 10 hours. We did one hour today, planting brocoli, josh dug holes, pete got the plant things, and I put the plant things in the holes. Then b/c of our work we got to get lots of strawberries. It was okay, not great, but not bad, I don't mind playing in the dirt/mud so it was fun-ish. Current Mood: content Current Music: no music rite now
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